As I lay next to you, my sweet little one, I let out a breath of relief, grateful that at last, my spirited child is peacefully asleep. In this moment, the chores piled high in the kitchen and the laundry that seems to multiply can wait. Instead, I choose to simply be here, still and serene beside you.
While you dream, I can’t help but marvel at the miracle of your existence—how something so flawless could emerge from me. Watching your tiny chest rise and fall, I lean closer, making sure I can hear those delicate breaths that reassure me of your slumber. I find myself whispering prayers over you, thanking the universe countless times for your health and joy, but above all, for the privilege of being your parent.
Noticing that your onesie is becoming snug, I realize this may be the last time I see you in it. I smile, gently combing my fingers through your tousled hair, amazed at how effortlessly you pull off that beautifully messy look. It strikes me that soon enough, the days of napping will fade, and our quiet moments together will grow rare.
In this stillness, I come to understand that longing can exist even when the person you adore is right beside you. You exhaust me with your energy throughout the day, yet in this moment, I already feel a pang of missing you, your infectious smile, and those sweet giggles that fill our home with joy. I almost scoop you up, wishing to rock you just a little longer while you still fit perfectly against my chest.
Then, as I gaze at you, I see more than a baby; I see a toddler blossoming before my eyes. It dawns on me that you are my fourth and final little one, and I cherish this fleeting time together. Today, I am so thankful for the chance to just be next to you, my precious child…while you are sleeping.
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In summary, these moments spent beside my sleeping child are precious reminders of the beauty and fleeting nature of parenthood.
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