Dear Me at 39 weeks and 5 days pregnant,
I see you there, swaying in your glider, holding onto a plush pink bear, tears streaming down your cheeks as you let your emotions flow. You’re filled with excitement and fear, knowing that tomorrow you’ll finally meet your daughter.
If only I could connect with you through some cosmic link. I want to tell you that a year from now, as you sit on the eve of her first birthday, you’ll look back on this anxious night with nostalgia. Despite what you’ve heard a thousand times, I promise you, everything will be alright. In fact, it’s going to be more than alright.
Can you believe it? A whole year has passed, and it feels surreal that we have a little girl teetering on the edge of toddlerhood, while I can still remember those tear-filled moments of uncertainty. Soon, you’ll leave the hospital with your 7-pound bundle of joy, complete with a head of black hair, rosy cheeks, and a cry that will resonate in your heart. Trust me, you’ll survive the newborn phase with your mind and body (mostly) intact.
I’m not going to sugarcoat the challenges that come with caring for a newborn, nor will I list the obstacles you’ll face. Instead, I want to share the astonishing love and joy that are just around the corner. It’s this love that will make every sleepless night worth it.
I can’t wait for you to see our daughter standing on her chunky little legs, calling your name while she explores her toy basket. She is growing quickly, crawling fiercely, and her world is expanding with every movement. This curious, brave little girl is filled with wonder and laughter.
Oh, Mama. This past year has been a journey of love, laughter, and learning—not just for her, but for you too. You’ll witness her learn to roll over, stand, crawl, grasp toys, and even start walking. Each milestone will make your heart swell and break a little because in those moments, you’ll catch glimpses of the woman she will become—far sooner than you’re ready for.
This year has been monumental—for her and for you. You’ll master swaddling and nursing, discover that only Butt Paste can soothe her diaper rash, and learn to multitask like a pro, changing diapers while scrolling through your newsfeed. You’ll figure out the immeasurable worth of paper towels and Cheerios, as well as how to clean up the aftermath of messy meals and baths.
You will learn to let go of expectations and embrace reality. Pinterest ideals? Toss them aside. You’ll trust your instincts more than you thought possible and realize that love, exhaustion, joy, and heartache can all coexist in a single moment.
You’ll discover that there’s nothing you wouldn’t do for her. You would brave anything—yes, even swim through a sea of challenges—to be there for her. A mother’s love is the most powerful force on earth, and you’re about to experience that firsthand.
This incredible little girl has taught you selflessness, compassion, and personal growth. She’s shown you who you were, who you are now, and who you aspire to be. Most importantly, she’s introduced you to a profound joy and love that can’t be put into words.
The happiness she brings is beyond measure. It’s a fierce love that transforms your life in ways you never imagined. Yes, it can be messy and chaotic—sometimes it’s a lullaby on a winter night, other times it’s frustration and tears. But often, it’s just the beauty of life filled with toys, dog hair, and a little girl cuddled up on your lap, sharing those precious moments.
I’m so grateful for the opportunity to be her mother. Oh, Mama, brace yourself for this wild and beautiful adventure of motherhood. Take a moment to caress that baby bump one last time for me.
Warmest regards,
Future You, holding onto memories of our daughter’s newborn cap, as you anticipate the upcoming toddler years.
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Summary:
This heartfelt letter captures the essence of transitioning into motherhood, reflecting on the fears and joys that accompany the journey. It emphasizes the profound love and growth that a child brings into a parent’s life, reassuring new mothers that despite the challenges, the experience is one of unparalleled joy and fulfillment.
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