Parenting young children often feels like a continuous flow between different stages. You find yourself anticipating one phase to conclude while another begins, but these transitions tend to blend together. Before you know it, you’re in a new phase without even realizing when the shift occurred.
The first significant phase is moving beyond infancy, shedding sleepless nights, breastfeeding, and the chaos of diapers and baby gear. After that, the changes become more subtle. You eventually reach the point where you can leave the basement door open without fear of accidents, enjoy a full 30-minute cartoon uninterrupted, or watch your child buckle themselves into the car seat.
Every new phase carries a mix of emotions—it’s bittersweet to see your little ones grow, yet liberating to experience the newfound freedom and independence.
Today, I found myself confronted with a new phase, and it hit me like a wave. At a friend’s house, my nearly four-year-old son was introduced to some older kids, and his reaction was, to put it mildly, unexpected. Initially shy and withdrawn, he soon started behaving in a silly and exaggerated manner—pretending to be a lion, making strange noises, and contorting his face.
It was clear to me that he was aware of his outsider status and was unsure how to engage with the other kids. His behavior was so out of character, and I felt an overwhelming urge to intervene. At one point, my friend casually remarked, “You have your hands full with that one.” I paused, taken aback, as I realized that I didn’t actually feel that way about him.
While my younger child is currently a handful, my almost four-year-old has been relatively easy-going. He has friends at daycare and enjoys imaginative play with others. He has received praise from teachers and generally interacts well with both kids and adults. However, the little boy I knew was absent today. Instead, I saw a child grappling with feelings of inadequacy and confusion about fitting in.
As I watched him try to navigate this new social landscape, my heart ached for him. I felt an overwhelming desire to scoop him and his brother up and take them home to our safe haven, where I could manage every interaction and protect them from the world.
In that moment, I realized that my son had entered a new phase in his social development. He is evolving into an individual with his own personality, quirks, and perceptions. He’s aware that other people exist and that sometimes, he may not fit in. Watching him struggle was excruciating; I wanted to swoop in and explain his odd behavior to everyone around us.
One of my parenting goals is to avoid letting embarrassment dictate my actions. If my child’s behavior is inappropriate, that’s one thing, but I don’t want to rob him of valuable lessons just to preserve my pride. Initially, I felt embarrassed, but I also recognized that this was the first time my son’s actions might be scrutinized by others.
When he was a baby who couldn’t sleep, I worried about what others thought of my parenting. When he cried over a toy as a toddler, I feared being judged as indulgent. Today, my concern shifted to what others thought of him. I felt a deep sadness as I wondered whether he would connect with the other children or leave feeling rejected.
New phases bring a mix of freedom and risk. When he learned to walk, it was liberating but also frightening because he could fall. When he began eating solid foods, it was a relief not to lug bottles everywhere, but I worried about choking. Now, my toddler is stepping into the realm of social interactions, becoming less reliant on me for entertainment. But this newfound independence comes with the risk of emotional hurt—being misunderstood or rejected by peers.
As hard as it is to watch him face challenges, I understand that adversity is crucial for developing resilience. I realized that I must allow him to navigate these experiences on his own, which is undoubtedly one of the most difficult aspects of parenting.
I wanted to intervene today; I wanted to whisk him away to safety. Instead, I chose to let him find his footing. Gradually, he became more comfortable, engaging with the older boys, and even finding moments to play alone. By the end of our time at the picnic, those boys were giving him piggyback rides, and he eagerly asked if he could return.
In releasing control, I allowed my son to carve out his own space in that social circle. This journey will continue for both of us as he learns to navigate life and I learn to let him explore it.
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Summary:
Letting go of control during parenting is a profound challenge, especially as children transition through various social phases. Watching a child navigate their own identity and social interactions can be painful for a parent, yet it’s essential for their growth. Embracing these changes encourages resilience and independence, allowing children to learn from their experiences, while parents must learn to step back and support from a distance.