It often happens unexpectedly; you’re driving, your mind is occupied with the day’s tasks, and suddenly your teenager asks a poignant question. That’s how it went for me when my 14-year-old daughter, Lily, piped up from the backseat, “Mom, can we talk about suicide for a minute?”
Such inquiries can snap you right out of your daily grind, leaving you momentarily stunned. I quickly pulled into a parking lot, eager to give her my full attention. As I prepared myself for what she might share, I noticed how she was transitioning from the round features of childhood to the more defined traits of adolescence. It felt like an eternity before she spoke again.
Lily had recently attended a school seminar on suicide prevention, which had deeply affected her. She shared some stories that were recounted during the presentation, her eyes welling with tears as she recalled the account of a classmate who bravely opened up about their struggles. “What if he had actually gone through with it?” she asked, her voice trembling. We sat quietly for a moment, both absorbing the gravity of such a heartbreaking possibility.
As parents, we often grapple with the fear of our children experiencing emotional pain. We watch them navigate friendships and social challenges, hoping we’ve equipped them with the resilience to handle the pressures of growing up. We hear stories of parents who have endured the unthinkable loss of a child to suicide, and those narratives resonate deeply, prompting us to hold our children close and wish for their safety.
The topic of suicide looms large in a parent’s mind, particularly during the turbulent teenage years. Having experienced my own share of adolescent struggles, I often worry that Lily might be facing similar battles with self-doubt and loneliness.
It’s easy to become overly concerned with every minor conflict she faces with peers or to want to intervene in her social disputes. We must remember, however, that emotions during these years are a normal part of development, much like the milestones of infancy.
So, in that moment, I chose to listen. We discussed the classmate’s experience and the isolation he must have felt. As we talked about the potential loss of a friend and the permanence of death, I gently explained that sometimes, the pain can feel insurmountable for some individuals. Her eyes filled with tears again as she remarked, “It was really brave of him to seek help, and even braver to share it with us.”
Indeed, bravery is a virtue we should all admire. Recognizing the importance of these conversations, I took the opportunity to ask Lily about her own emotions. We set aside thoughts of track practice and delved into how she was feeling socially and whether she felt accepted among her peers. I shared my own teenage experiences, instances where I felt left out or questioned my place in the world. It was a genuine exchange, allowing her to express her own feelings while I sought to understand her perspective.
To my surprise, instead of the typical teenage eye-roll and dismissive comments, she expressed that she felt content with where she was in life. Although she acknowledged that middle school could sometimes be challenging, she also felt surrounded by peers who were experiencing similar struggles. “Don’t worry, Mom. I’m okay, I promise. And if I’m not, I’ll talk to you about it,” she reassured me. In that moment, I realized that while we can’t predict the future, our children possess a resilience that often surpasses our own experiences.
Watching Lily run off to track practice, her silhouette framed by the setting sun, I felt a wave of relief wash over me.
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In summary, engaging your teenager in discussions about serious topics like suicide can be daunting, but it can also lead to deeper connections and understanding. By creating a safe space for dialogue, we can support their emotional resilience and foster a more open relationship.