Updated: June 9, 2016
Originally Published: May 26, 2015
Recently, my family and I welcomed two adorable dogs into our lives, Max and Bella. These sweet black and white English setters were both abandoned strays from separate shelters located about 40 miles apart. They have brought so much joy and love into our home, and the extra time and patience needed to help them adjust is well worth it.
You might wonder why we decided on two dogs. The answer lies in the profound grief I experienced last year after losing my best friend, Charlie, who had been by my side for an incredible 13 years. The void he left was so immense that it felt like I needed two dogs to help fill it.
Anyone who’s loved a pet unconditionally knows that such deep love also sets the stage for heart-wrenching loss. I tried my best to prepare for Charlie’s decline, noticing signs of age and illness long before I was faced with the heartbreaking decision to say goodbye. I even wrote blog posts anticipating how difficult this farewell would be for our family. I even painted some portraits of him, which might make you chuckle, but truly reflects the grief I could see coming.
When the time came for Charlie to leave us, I was utterly unprepared. As the vet gently carried away his body in a wicker basket for cremation, I felt as if my heart had shattered. My husband and I chose to let Charlie go in the comfort of our living room, ensuring he wouldn’t have to face his final moments in an unfamiliar vet’s office. I wanted to do right by my loyal friend.
I stroked Charlie’s head as I witnessed the vet’s long needle pierce his soft fur. His alarmed yelp echoed in my ears, and I held his last gaze into my eyes before he slipped away forever. I clung to him, sobbing, feeling as if a piece of my very soul was lost because Charlie was more than just a pet; he was a cherished companion, a confidant, an irreplaceable part of our family.
He passed away at 10 in the morning. I retreated to my bed, blinds drawn, waiting to pick the kids up from school. The world outside seemed to carry on without me, even as I felt plunged into darkness. No wagging tail greeted me at the door upon my return, and I missed Charlie more than words could express.
Finding solace in others who had also experienced the loss of a dog was comforting. Each person shared tears and memories of their beloved pets, highlighting how grief is often accompanied by rituals and remembrance. If love is love, then why shouldn’t we honor our pets in the same way?
Meaningful Activities to Navigate Heartache
In the days and months following Charlie’s passing, my family and I engaged in several meaningful activities that might help others navigating similar heartache:
- Preserving a Piece of Him: Just as a mother might save a lock of her child’s hair, I cut a small section of Charlie’s beautiful fur and placed it in an airtight container. I also saved his collar, both of which are now among my treasured heirlooms. Occasionally, when I need a reminder of our bond, I revisit these keepsakes.
- Scattering Ashes in a Special Place: We scattered some of Charlie’s ashes at his favorite park spot in Georgetown, where he loved to frolic. Each family member shared a memory or a loving thought before we laid him to rest beneath a flowering bush, where happy dogs play to this day.
- Planting a Memory: In honor of his love for chasing butterflies, we planted two butterfly bushes in our backyard. Now, those bushes attract colorful butterflies, allowing Max and Bella to enjoy the same playful pursuits Charlie once did.
- Creating a Lasting Tribute: After Charlie was cremated, we received his remains in a simple wooden urn. It sits on a shelf in our living room, a quiet reminder of the joy he brought to our lives.
- Taking Time to Grieve: We made the conscious decision to fully grieve Charlie before considering adopting again. Rushing into finding a new pet would have only led to unfair comparisons. It wasn’t until months later, when I found myself drawn to a rescue list for English setters, that my heart felt ready to welcome Max and Bella into our home.
Because that’s what we humans do—love, even knowing the heartache that can follow. And in the end, every moment of joy and sorrow is worth it, isn’t it?
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Summary
Coping with the loss of a beloved pet can be a heart-wrenching experience filled with deep emotions. It’s important to honor their memory through personal rituals, such as preserving keepsakes, scattering ashes in meaningful places, or planting memorials. Allowing yourself to fully grieve is essential before opening your heart to a new pet, as love is a cycle that, despite its challenges, brings immense joy.