Why I Write…
Let me tell you, my dear ones, that writing is something I find so much joy in! Just the other day, I was sifting through old journals, and I came across my third-grade diary. It was quite a trip down memory lane! Most of the entries were something like, “Dear Derry, Today we had peas for lunch,” or “Dear Derry, I think Jason has a crush on me,” or “Dear Derry, My sister is super annoying.” Yes, I spelled ‘diary’ wrong the whole time. How could I really share my innermost thoughts while writing to a ‘dairy’?
Evelyn, you asked me why I choose to blog instead of keeping a private journal like I did when I was your age. That’s a fantastic question! Our childhood journals were so personal, often locked up tightly, with keys hanging around our necks, tucked under pillows or hidden deep within drawers. Now, my thoughts are out there for the world to see! It’s a bit strange, isn’t it? However, I don’t share my most private feelings on my blog; those remain securely locked away in my heart.
I want to clarify that my blog isn’t my diary. It’s just my space to share my thoughts. And like any writer knows, sometimes you need to step back and take a breather. I recall those long gaps in my childhood diaries, filled with blank pages. I don’t want you to look back at my blog and wonder why I was quiet during certain times; life was happening, but perhaps I was too busy or didn’t know how to express the hard stuff.
So, here’s why I choose to write:
- I want to capture the moments of your early years. I might not have the time to fill out baby books or create elaborate scrapbooks, but this blog will serve as a keepsake for you, along with the thousands of photos I’ve taken. You’ll find them safely stored on my hard drives (sorry about that!).
- Sometimes, I feel lonely in my motherhood journey. No one tells you how isolating it can be, but writing allows me to articulate my feelings, even if it’s just for myself.
- The internet is filled with incredible people. Through blogging and social media, I’ve built connections and even formed my own playgroups! Lifelong friendships have blossomed because of these platforms.
- I want you to know me beyond just being your mom. I may not be the best storyteller in person, and I don’t want you waking up one day in your 40s, wondering who I was. Just read my blog, and you’ll get a glimpse of my life. There are so many questions I wish I had asked my grandparents, and I hope you never feel that way about me.
- I fear forgetting the little things that matter. If I don’t jot them down, they might slip away from my memory. It’s the small moments that make our life special. Sure, you’ll remember your first steps and graduations, but I want to hold onto memories like the time Lily played rock-paper-scissors with the dog.
- Sometimes, my jokes might not land with you, but who knows? Someone else might find them hilarious. It’s worth sharing my humor with a broader audience.
- I genuinely enjoy writing. There’s something therapeutic about it, and it keeps my mind active. I want to be able to express my thoughts until my very last day.
I love you both so much!
Mom
P.S. You might want to think about starting a blog. Trust me on this, there will be plenty of my advice you might ignore, but this one? I hope it sticks with you.
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In conclusion, writing helps to preserve memories, connect with others, and express myself, and I hope you both consider giving it a try someday!