During my two-week stay in the antepartum unit, I spent a lot of time diving into various lists about the NICU experience. However, each journey is unique; what resonates with one mother may not apply to another. The challenges faced by a mom of a micro-preemie differ significantly from those of a full-term baby or one with serious health issues. Here’s my perspective as a mother of a 31-week feeder and grower:
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Leverage Available Resources
Don’t hesitate to seek out resources that can help you achieve your goals right from the start. Familiarize yourself with potential gaps in support and where you might need additional help. A notebook and glue stick are great for collecting business cards from therapists and case managers, along with notes to keep track of everything. Also, inquire about financial assistance; I was surprised to learn we could qualify for charity care after already spending over a thousand dollars, and they don’t offer back pay.
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NICU Variations Exist
Interestingly, our unit wasn’t even officially termed a NICU. Initially, my baby was in the Intensive Care Nursery (ICN) before moving to the Special Care Nursery (SCN). Each hospital has distinct facilities for parents, ranging from sleeping rooms to comfortable chairs with varying privacy levels. Visitor policies also differ, so it’s wise to ask for information early and jot down any questions that come to mind.
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Embrace Boredom If You Can
The NICU often experiences waves of activity. For some babies, things can escalate rapidly, while others see long stretches of calm. If there’s a time to hope for boredom, it’s here! It’s perfectly acceptable to feel restless. Depending on hospital rules, you might find joy in reading, browsing your phone, or sneaking in a much-needed nap.
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Making Mistakes is Normal
When you accidentally disconnect a lead and alarms sound, it’s easy to feel embarrassed. You might think you’re the worst NICU mom ever. But soon enough, after numerous similar incidents, you’ll learn to simply reattach it without a second thought. No harm done.
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Feeling Out of Place is Common
Walking into the NICU can feel like entering a foreign land where everyone else seems to know the language and the rules. Remember that many parents were once in your shoes, feeling just as lost. If your baby is doing well, you might grapple with feelings of guilt about being a “preemie mom,” especially when you see others facing more severe challenges. My personal mantra became: It’s not a competition.
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Things Can Change Quickly
Time may feel like it’s dragging when your baby is hospitalized, and milestones can seem far away. Yet, for some babies, progress occurs rapidly. One day you’re discussing clothing options, and the next you arrive to find your little one dressed in a cute outfit. I rushed home to wash all the preemie clothes, only realizing later I hadn’t let them dry completely. Oops!
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Nurse Praise Can Be Uplifting
Even seasoned moms can feel helpless in the NICU. You’ll likely become attached to the incredible nurses caring for your baby. When they offer affirmations about your parenting, it can turn your day around. I cherished those moments when they included kind words during their rounds. Those little boosts of encouragement remind you that you are indeed this baby’s mom.
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Expect Unhelpful Comments
People often say things without realizing their impact. I remember someone cheerfully saying, “You got an extra two months with him!” and I wanted to scream. They mean well, but it doesn’t lessen the gravity of the situation.
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Physical Pain is Real
Whether you had a cesarean or a vaginal delivery, the physical toll is undeniable. Sitting for long periods can be agonizing. Just getting to the NICU can feel like a marathon. Don’t hesitate to ask nurses for help with challenging tasks like standing up.
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You Might Do the Unthinkable
Before becoming a NICU parent, I swore I would never leave my baby alone in the hospital. However, I had a worried 5-year-old at home and many responsibilities, like managing maternity leave and insurance calls. Sometimes, I had to prioritize rest—even if it meant stepping away from the NICU for a bit.
After five and a half weeks in the NICU, my little one came home and is thriving at 10 months old. I’m still compiling my survival guide, which seems to be a rite of passage in parenthood. We’re all figuring this out as we go—some of us simply have a few extra chapters. I can’t wait to see where the story goes!
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Summary
The NICU experience can be overwhelming and isolating for parents. From utilizing available resources and understanding the unique dynamics of different NICUs to coping with physical pain and receiving support from nurses, each moment is a lesson. Embrace the journey, knowing that every story is unique.