When I became pregnant, I assumed that as my body changed, my desire for intimacy would diminish. Surprisingly, that wasn’t the case at all. Hormonal shifts during pregnancy led to a robust sex drive, and my partner, Mark, and I maintained an active sex life until about 36 weeks into the pregnancy. However, as I approached my due date, the situation took a turn for the worse. Despite popular advice that sexual activity might spur contractions, it became increasingly uncomfortable due to my growing belly. I lost sight of anything below my waist, and finding a comfortable position was nearly impossible. Those final weeks were primarily spent yearning for restful sleep rather than intimacy.
Upon the arrival of our baby, I anticipated that my interest in sex would plummet due to exhaustion and the demands of a newborn. To my surprise, I found myself feeling quite the opposite. Despite the fatigue and the postpartum essentials I had to manage, including an oversized maxi-pad, Mark and I found ourselves frequently drawn to each other, even during late-night feedings. It felt reminiscent of our younger days, filled with spontaneous affection.
As I eagerly awaited my six-week postpartum checkup, I couldn’t help but feel like a child counting down to a special occasion. I was keen on receiving my doctor’s clearance before resuming sexual activity. When the day finally arrived, my doctor confirmed that my recovery was on track. However, she cautioned me that sex post-baby might not be as enjoyable as it once was. “It might feel like your first time again,” she said, which left me skeptical.
Nevertheless, my first attempt at intimacy post-baby was, in fact, painful. The experience was far from what I had anticipated, leading to feelings of confusion and frustration. Given my C-section, I expected a different experience, yet it felt as though my body had changed in ways I didn’t anticipate. Contrary to my fears of being “looser,” I felt as if my body had tightened in unfamiliar ways.
Seeking guidance from friends, I received several suggestions: using lubricant, trying different positions, and perhaps enjoying a glass of wine beforehand. However, nothing seemed to alleviate the discomfort. The challenge of being intimate while my baby rested in the next room added another layer of stress. The notion of being quiet to avoid waking my child was far from romantic.
Just when I was about to give up, Mark and I decided to try once more. To my relief, this time it didn’t hurt. In a moment of overwhelming emotion, I found myself crying during intimacy—not from pain, but from sheer relief. While this unexpected reaction momentarily disrupted the mood, it also marked a turning point in our sexual relationship. Each subsequent experience improved, gradually returning to the enjoyable encounters we had prior to parenthood.
While the journey back to intimacy post-baby can be fraught with challenges, it is important to remember that it does get better over time. Engaging with your partner, being patient, and allowing your body to adjust are key components in navigating this new chapter.
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In summary, intimacy after having a baby may present challenges, but with patience and communication, it can evolve into a fulfilling experience once again.