As the autumn television season passed, many fans still felt the absence of the beloved show Parenthood. One particular scene from the final season lingered in my mind: the moment when the camera focused on Sarah (played by Lily Adams) and Mark (portrayed by Daniel Hayes) sitting in their car, engulfed in silence as they gestured wildly to each other in the dim light. It struck me as a reflection of a real-life issue that I grapple with regularly: Where can couples have a safe, private argument?
Navigating conflicts with your partner when children are around is a delicate balancing act! For over 15 years, I’ve been wrestling with this challenge. It’s essential for couples to express their disagreements, but we often worry about scaring our kids or what neighbors might think. While it’s vital for children to learn about conflict resolution, I’m referring to the significant arguments—the ones that revolve around our kids.
In my family, we live in a two-story house with hardwood floors that amplify even the faintest sounds. There’s virtually no escape from the echoes of frustration, especially when my partner’s voice reverberates through the halls. Unfortunately, our children have overheard name-calling and witnessed objects breaking in the heat of the moment. I will never forget the worried look on my then-7-year-old’s face when she asked, “Are you and Daddy getting a divorce?” That moment has stuck with both of us, resurfacing every time we have a disagreement.
Our home, like many suburban houses, is closely surrounded by neighbors. During an argument, I often find myself glancing at the open windows and wondering if someone will report us to Child Protective Services. Even planning for a babysitter to create some “fighting space” doesn’t always pan out since conflicts can arise unexpectedly and it’s not always possible to delay them until a scheduled time.
And if you do manage to set a “fighting date,” where do you go? It’s hardly appropriate to argue at a café, and I certainly don’t want to disrupt everyone’s peace at the park. I’ve heard stories from friends who have had tear-filled dinners while trying to resolve significant issues away from their kids.
Having children can often deter couples from fighting openly. I was raised to suppress my emotions, while my partner came from a family that expressed feelings loudly. Thus, during conflicts, I would tend to retreat into silence, fearing a full-blown argument would be too much for the kids. But I began to wonder what kind of example this set for my daughters regarding the importance of expressing one’s opinions. Did I seem like I was always acquiescing? Although I wasn’t truly giving in, my silence created other issues, leaving the kids confused.
As my daughters grew older, I realized that it might be worth the risk of a confrontation to voice my feelings rather than holding them back. I’ve made a conscious effort to communicate respectfully and demand the same in return. Now, after two decades together, my partner and I are learning how to navigate each other’s triggers, resulting in fewer explosive arguments. We attempt to recognize the right moments for discussions—like not bombarding him with questions right after work or avoiding deep talks when I’m focused on cleaning before guests arrive.
However, there are still times when emotions boil over due to a buildup of unresolved issues. And finding a safe space to resolve those feelings can feel impossible when kids are around. The scene with Sarah and Mark resonated with me deeply. It made me think about how we need to be more creative in finding a “fighting space” for parents. For now, the car in our driveway seems like the best option. Although, during one of my waiting sessions for my daughter to finish dance class, she remarked, “Mom, I can hear you on the phone from outside, even with the doors shut.” Maybe I need to consider borrowing Sarah and Mark’s car for some privacy.
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Summary
Parents often struggle to find a private space to engage in necessary conflicts without distressing their children. While it’s crucial to express disagreements, the fear of how it might affect kids looms large. This article explores the challenges of arguing as parents and emphasizes the importance of communication while offering solutions for creating a safe space to fight.
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