As the summer solstice approaches, a sense of urgency begins to creep in. The delightful barbecues and sun-soaked days of July are swiftly fading, and stores are already replacing their summer gear with aisles filled with notebooks and cozy sweaters. The magazines start pushing their August issues adorned with images of fall plaids, boots, and corduroys. While I know summer has just begun, my mind cannot help but dwell on the dwindling daylight and the impending chill of winter, where I’ll be forced to resist the urge to crawl into bed by 9 p.m.
My Relationship with Autumn
So, what about autumn? To be honest, I’ve never been its biggest fan. Beyond the shorter days, there’s the anxiety that comes with it. As a child, fall marked the return to school—a transition from the freedom of summer camps and poolside fun to the confinement of fluorescent-lit classrooms. Sure, I felt a hint of excitement with new school supplies and a fresh outfit, but August always felt like a countdown to the inevitable return to school.
In my adult years, the dread of summer’s end has lessened, particularly since I no longer have a lengthy summer break to miss. Nevertheless, it still signifies the end of a laid-back season filled with outdoor movies and working in sandals while sipping cold drinks under the evening sky. Autumn meant pulling out wool skirts and embracing the cozy indoors once again.
Finding Joy in the Season
After several years in the corporate world, I transitioned into teaching, enjoying a more flexible summer schedule. However, the demands of motherhood, coupled with a never-ending to-do list of chores and appointments, can make long summer days a double-edged sword—especially when kids want to stay up late and wake up at the crack of dawn.
On the bright side, I’ve come to appreciate the early days of fall. The weather becomes pleasantly cooler, allowing for outdoor café visits with just a few extra layers. As soon as caramel apples hit the grocery store shelves, I treat myself to one each week, savoring their sweet-tart flavor until they vanish until the next year. The crunch of fallen leaves underfoot adds an extra layer of enjoyment to walks, and I look forward to the costumes and festivities that accompany Halloween.
Embracing Change
With age, I’ve found myself seeking refuge indoors during the hottest summer days, leaving me puzzled about how I once relished those sweltering afternoons. Now, I eagerly await the cooler, crisp days that follow Labor Day. Living in Colorado, fall can be unpredictable; snow might fall in September, and an unexpected frost can transform my garden into a scene straight out of a horror movie overnight. But sometimes, an early snow gives way to a beautiful 60-degree day—a perfect occasion for a scenic drive among the golden aspens.
When I feel that familiar dread of fall creeping in, I remind myself to cherish the season rather than rush into what’s next. This year, I plan to don a long-sleeved shirt, sip cider outdoors, and appreciate the blooming chrysanthemums. I’ll try to resist the thoughts of winter lurking just around the corner, as that’s a whole different challenge entirely.
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Conclusion
In summary, fall brings a mix of emotions—dread and delight intertwine as the days grow shorter and the air turns crisp. Embracing the season’s beauty while managing the realities of life is key to savoring this time of year.
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