A few weeks back, I was in a session with my therapist, recounting a particularly intense meltdown my daughter had. She listened intently and advised me, “Make compassion your focus during these moments.” At that moment, I thought to myself, “Is she serious?” My daughter, who has autism, can have meltdowns that feel like absolute chaos. On those days, simply maintaining my composure is a battle, let alone feeling compassion. Her outbursts often involve screaming, hitting, and even biting, requiring me to be there for her right after she has unleashed all that pent-up energy. The only way I’ve managed to stay calm in those stormy moments is by creating a bit of emotional distance from her chaos. This detachment allows me to respond to her with care amid the turmoil.
As time went on, my therapist’s words lingered in my mind. Was detaching really the wrong approach? Shouldn’t I be focusing on compassion rather than my own frustrations once the chaos has subsided? What does it even mean to be compassionate when faced with such overwhelming emotions?
After considerable reflection, I’ve drawn a few conclusions:
- Therapists who don’t have children of their own might not fully grasp the intricacies of parenting.
- Those without experience parenting children on the autism spectrum should tread carefully when offering advice in this area.
- The notion of solely focusing on compassion can sometimes be unrealistic.
While it’s lovely to think about “focusing on compassion,” there are times when simply surviving the moment takes all the strength you have. Later on, reflecting on my child’s experiences can be beneficial, but it’s equally crucial to acknowledge and process my own emotions. Ignoring my feelings in favor of my child’s needs doesn’t lead to growth. A healthy balance between honoring my feelings and supporting my child is essential. When I confront my own frustration and sometimes even sadness, it helps me release those emotions and become a more centered parent.
I value compassion and strive to incorporate it into my parenting. However, I believe it’s possible to act compassionately even when I don’t feel an abundance of it. During those meltdowns, I remain steadfast, detaching from the emotional storm, and once things settle, I embrace my daughter with open arms. Regardless of how drained or frustrated I feel, what truly matters is my behavior, and that’s a lesson I want to instill in my children.
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In summary, it’s okay not to feel compassion all the time. Acknowledging our own emotions is vital to being effective parents. Balancing our feelings with our children’s needs is what ultimately leads to healthier family dynamics.
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