On a recent Monday, Jake’s high school conducted an active shooter drill. The following day, I received a note indicating that Jake had struggled during the exercise. By Wednesday morning, I had an extensive conversation with his school case manager, who outlined the adjustments they had already begun to implement. That very afternoon, a tragic event unfolded as 17 students lost their lives in a Florida high school shooting.
Jake found the active shooter drill particularly distressing. While he managed fine during tornado drills, this situation was different. He remained seated, not because he was following instructions, but because it was PE time and he longed to run and play basketball in the gym. He didn’t just sit quietly; he screamed. His outburst was loud enough to draw in one of the vice principals, but by then, it was too late. He was in tears, unable to contain his emotions.
This moment triggered memories of the most somber episode I’ve ever seen: the series finale of M*A*S*H, titled “Goodbye, Farewell, and Amen.” In that poignant scene, Hawkeye is in therapy, recalling a traumatic bus ride where soldiers were checking for anyone to harm. A woman with a chicken on her lap silences it, leading to a heartbreaking revelation for Hawkeye.
My thoughts drifted back to Jake, who couldn’t remain quiet in a scenario where danger lurked. The school is addressing his needs for future drills, adjusting his schedule to better accommodate him and providing a computer with headphones to help him cope during lockdowns. While these measures are commendable, I can’t help but wonder: What if they don’t suffice? What if he remains seated and screams again? What if it’s more than just a drill?
As the week rolls around again, Jake prepares to return to school, and my mind races with fears I wish I could silence.
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In summary, we often overlook the children who struggle during crisis drills, like Jake, who may react differently than expected. Addressing their unique needs is crucial, especially in a world where such drills are becoming a grim reality.