When my son was young, he was far from the easygoing type. Everything had to be precisely how he liked it, and if it wasn’t, we were in for a struggle. This behavior was evident even in his infancy. I remember a day when he was just 6 months old, sitting in our yard, focused on uprooting dandelions. When it was time to come inside, I picked him up, and he erupted into a full-blown wail — not a mere whimper, but a deep, anguished cry. He shook his small fists in frustration, gazing wistfully at the dandelions we were leaving behind. When I set him back down, his face lit up with joy, but as soon as I lifted him again, the crying resumed, red blotches appearing on his cheeks.
I was surprised that a baby so young could express such distress about ending an activity prematurely, yet there he was—deeply invested in those dandelions. His struggles weren’t limited to transitions, either. A few months after starting solid foods, he became a notoriously picky eater. If the food didn’t align with his tastes, he’d turn his nose up and refuse to eat. His sensitivity extended to clothing, as well; tags and scratchy fabrics were unacceptable, and he often complained about feeling either too hot or too cold.
As a toddler and into his early elementary school years, he frequently experienced intense tantrums that were difficult to manage. His mood could shift from calm to an explosive level of distress in an instant. If I’m honest, his intensity sometimes overwhelmed me. Like many parents of strong-willed children, I found myself blaming my parenting skills for not being able to “tame” him, often feeling frustrated and even traumatized by what seemed like a small tyrant trying to control our household.
Despite these challenges, he was an extraordinary child to raise. From an early age, he displayed remarkable intelligence — a thoughtful spirit with an active mind. He had a passion for reading, storytelling, and numbers, learning to read by age three and mastering fractions by age four. He was even identified as “highly gifted” before starting kindergarten.
However, throughout his childhood, the depth of his intensity remained a mystery to me. It was easy to label him as “stubborn” or “strong-willed,” but a recent discovery changed my perspective. While researching, I came across the work of Dr. Elaine Aron, who introduced the concept of “highly sensitive persons” (HSP). Having often been described as sensitive myself, I found clarity in her description of HSP traits. Suddenly, my need for peace, my strong emotions, and my ability to absorb the feelings of others made sense. I wasn’t strange; I was part of the 20% of the population with a “highly sensitive” trait.
Initially, I didn’t consider that my son could also be highly sensitive. He often exhibited insensitivity, showing self-absorption and lacking shyness. However, when I reviewed the checklist for highly sensitive children, it became clear that he matched nearly every characteristic. From his sensitivity to tastes and textures to his intuitive and perfectionistic tendencies, he embodied the traits described by Dr. Aron.
Could it be that I had misinterpreted his behavior all along? Perhaps he wasn’t just a stubborn child but rather a sensitive soul who experiences the world more intensely than most. Had I been too harsh on him? While I acknowledged that his stubbornness was linked to his giftedness, I recognized my impatience with him during his most challenging moments. It was tough for me, as a sensitive person, to overlook his fierce reactions.
Now at 10 years old, he is blossoming into a mature, insightful young man. He has developed a better understanding of his strong emotions and can often identify when he is being unreasonable. While he still gets upset easily and maintains his independent spirit, the tantrums of his early years are a thing of the past—thank heavens!
As he navigates middle childhood, I am struck by how deeply he contemplates the world around him. During our evening talks, he shares his concerns about school, friendships, and even global issues. He’s attuned to the subtleties of those around him, absorbing information and needing assistance in processing his emotions.
I feel fortunate that he sees me as a confidante, a safe space for him to sort through his thoughts. Although I sometimes regret my impatience, I know we share a strong bond. We are both highly sensitive individuals who love deeply. As a parent, my greatest hope is that the world treats him gently. I aspire to help him view his sensitivities as strengths, guiding him through life’s challenges and accepting him for the wonderful child he is.
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Summary
The journey of parenting a highly sensitive child can be challenging, requiring patience and understanding. Recognizing and embracing a child’s sensitivities as strengths can lead to a deeper bond and a more fulfilling relationship. This article reflects on personal experiences and insights gained through the discovery of the highly sensitive person trait in both the parent and child, emphasizing the importance of compassion and acceptance.