As a physician raised in a culture that often embraced physical punishment, I’ve come to reflect on my childhood experiences and their implications on parenting. Growing up in a small town in the South, I was acutely aware of the disciplinary norms around me, including spanking. There were moments when I found myself in trouble, and I remember the dread that accompanied the anticipation of punishment. As I walked to my room, I would brace myself, hoping for a reprieve while stifling my fear. These memories now provoke a deep discomfort within me.
A Shift in Perspective
My perspective shifted dramatically when I became a parent. On the first night home from the hospital with my newborn son, I was overcome by the sheer vulnerability of this tiny being cradled in my arms. The weight of responsibility loomed heavily, and in a moment of clarity, I promised him, “Mommy will never hurt you.”
The Moment of Panic
Fast forward three years, and I found myself spanking my son for the first time in a moment of panic as he dashed into the street. The visceral reaction led me to grab his arm and strike him. His expression—confusion and hurt—was haunting. I rationalized my actions, believing it was a necessary part of parenting, a misguided notion I had internalized.
However, I quickly learned that spanking did not improve my son’s behavior; it only exacerbated it. One day, during a conflict, he hit his younger sister. I was appalled and reprimanded him, stating, “We do NOT hit in this family!” He responded, tears welling, “But Mommy, you hit me!” His insight pierced my heart and forced me to confront the paradox of my actions.
A Profound Discussion
That evening, my partner, Alex, and I had a profound discussion about our upbringing and the discipline methods we had both experienced. It became clear that we never intended to replicate those patterns. We were both aghast at the realization that the very act of spanking felt abusive, and we recognized the need for change.
Researching the Effects
We spent hours researching the long-term effects of physical punishment. The overwhelming consensus in the medical community is that spanking is ineffective and can lead to increased aggression and mental health issues in children. This revelation was hard to swallow, particularly because I had always believed that my actions were for my child’s benefit.
I came across a quote that resonated deeply with me: “If a child is old enough to understand reason, reason with them. If not, they are too young to understand the reason behind punishment.” It struck me that the justification of “my parents did it” was not sufficient.
Breaking the Cycle
With renewed resolve, Alex and I decided to break the cycle of physical punishment. That night, I gently entered my son’s room, now a bit older but still cherubic. As I kissed his forehead, I reaffirmed my promise: “I will never lay a hand on you again.” This time, I meant it.
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Conclusion
In summary, my journey from accepting spanking as a norm to recognizing its harmful effects has been transformative. As parents, it’s essential to seek knowledge and adopt methods that truly benefit our children.