As my mother’s birthday approached, I thought it would be a nice touch to share a nostalgic photo of her on my personal Facebook page. I wanted to capture a moment reminiscent of her youthful days in the 70s, where she appears relaxed and carefree in the backyard. I rummaged through the dusty family photo albums that have been tucked away under my bed, each filled with memories of our past. In the first album I opened, there it was—just as I remembered.
There were countless gems in that collection—her basking in the sun on a woven aluminum chair, lounging on a brown tweed couch, and even moments with my dad, like those snapshots of them with his Harley or enjoying family dinners. Each image radiated a sense of tranquility and joy. It made me reflect on where we, the kids, were during those carefree days. Likely, we were off playing, unsupervised, without a care in the world. Can you imagine that? A time before “helicopter parenting” took over, when parents weren’t burdened with the guilt of not micromanaging every waking moment of their children’s lives. No wonder her demeanor exuded such peace.
As I crafted my birthday message to her, I couldn’t help but wonder if my sons would ever have a similar picture of me to cherish. I glanced over at the towering stack of scrapbooks filling our living room shelf, each brimming with milestones—first steps, birthdays, and countless memories of little boys growing up. But as I flipped through the pages, I was struck by a glaring absence: there were hardly any photos of me among them. The only shot I found was of me in a hospital bed, cradling a newborn.
What happened to the woman behind the camera after that? Motherhood had transformed me into the family’s unofficial photographer, capturing every fleeting moment of my children’s lives while I stood in the shadows, rarely stepping into the frame myself. Yes, I’ve taken my fair share of selfies—usually post-workout sweat sessions or the occasional “look how clean I am” shot after a much-needed shower. But my social media feeds are filled with images of food, nature, and my boys enjoying their childhoods, while I remain conspicuously absent from our family narrative.
The last time I remember feeling truly carefree, much like the picture of my mom, was during my honeymoon—almost 18 years ago. Back then, I was simply a woman, unencumbered by the responsibilities of motherhood. Since then, I’ve spent years in kitchens, carpool lines, and sports bleachers, crafting a childhood for my kids that they’ll look back on fondly. Yet, where is the woman who has devoted herself to this labor of love?
On my mom’s birthday, reflecting on her role in my life, I realized she has given me a valuable lesson. In that picture of her from years ago, she is not just a mother but a vibrant woman living her life. Inspired, I asked my 11-year-old son to take a picture of me today. “Just me?” he asked. “Yes,” I said, “so one day, you can remember what I looked like sitting here on our front porch.”
Now it’s your turn, fellow moms. Step into the frame and let your kids capture you living your life. You deserve to be part of the memories you’re creating.
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In summary, as we navigate the busy and sometimes chaotic world of motherhood, it’s essential to remember to include ourselves in the story. Capture those moments, and allow your children to see the woman who is more than just their mom.
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