“Ready for a special outing, just the two of us?”
I’ve asked my son this numerous times, but I haven’t done so recently. Since our newest addition arrived nearly seven months ago, we haven’t had a moment alone together.
My eldest child, a bright and spirited 4-year-old, is the first of three. He has a younger sister who is 2 and a baby brother. He is incredibly sharp, affectionate, and eager to help. However, he also grapples with intense emotions and can become frustrated easily. His feelings run deep, and he loves fiercely.
When his sister was born two and a half years ago, our solo outings began. We would embark on adventures, hand in hand, enjoying the freedom of being together, regardless of the destination.
Then, after another year, I became pregnant again. With the arrival of the new baby, he took on the role of the big brother, my little helper, the child I relied on to behave and assist me. He adores his siblings and would never trade this role for the sole focus of being an only child.
However, in this busy household, he often feels overlooked. Just yesterday, during a family gathering, I noticed him shouting for attention, despite having played continuously with his dad. I try to listen to his needs and validate his feelings, but there are times I feel overwhelmed. With three children and none sleeping through the night, it’s challenging to maintain patience.
This morning, I approached him with a familiar question: “How about a special date, just the two of us?” His eyes lit up with excitement. He requested to be carried, a special treat he enjoys. I lifted my growing boy, marveling at how much he had grown.
We decided to treat ourselves to a meal at IHOP since we follow a gluten-free diet. As we settled in the booth, he snuggled close, and we worked on his activity placemat together. While observing the concentration on his face, I noticed a scratch on his cheek and started to appreciate the details I had previously overlooked—the freckles that danced across his nose and cheeks, extending to his temples, blending into his tousled hair.
In that moment, I realized I hadn’t chastised him or given him “the look” that usually conveys disapproval. He seemed perfect, and I felt a pang of regret for having lost touch with these little details.
After our meal, he eagerly took the check and asked for money to pay for our date. As we stood up, I realized he was taller than my belly button. When did he grow so much? I watched him interact with the cashier, and he asked me to carry him one last time.
Once we were in the car, a wave of emotions washed over me. Tears began to flow as I hugged him tightly. He curiously asked why I was crying, and I explained how challenging it can be to balance caring for his siblings while ensuring he receives enough attention. I made a promise to him that we would enjoy more special outings, even if it was just a car ride with music. He smiled and said he would love that.
This is why I prioritize time with my son.
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Summary:
In the hustle of parenting multiple children, it’s essential to carve out dedicated time for each child. This article emphasizes the importance of one-on-one moments between a parent and their eldest child, highlighting the emotional connection and understanding that can be nurtured through these special outings. It serves as a reminder to cherish these fleeting moments of childhood and the unique bond that forms when attention is focused solely on them.