Today, it struck me that my 3-year-old is growing less attached to his beloved blanket. Meanwhile, I realized I’ve never had the chance to rock my 21-month-old daughter to sleep. As the third child, she gets a quick kiss goodnight before being unceremoniously placed in her crib.
Now that my oldest has outgrown the need for bedtime rocking and my middle child only indulges me occasionally, I find myself yearning to rock a little one to sleep. Seriously, what gives?
Motherhood often makes me feel like I’m losing my grip on reality. In fact, I might just be a little bit crazy.
The Great Negotiation
To illustrate my point, I’ve pulled out a family photo from October 2012, a mere two months after what I like to call The Great Negotiation. This photo screams, “We need to have more kids!”
So, what exactly was The Great Negotiation? It was a lengthy process of convincing my husband, Alex, that we weren’t done growing our family. This was during a time when we were living on a single income and juggling two incredibly spirited boys, one of whom was still under a year old. In my mind, adding another baby to our chaos was the logical choice.
I can confidently say that there’s something slightly off about mothers and their instincts. The Great Negotiation took place during a date night at a local steakhouse. After much back-and-forth, Alex finally relented and said, “Alright. But I’m getting a vasectomy before the baby arrives.” To which I replied, “Fine. I’m ordering a drink.” Less than a year later, our daughter arrived.
Fast forward a year, and I found myself regretting that vasectomy decision. It’s like I have a condition—let’s call it Motherhood Madness.
You’re Not Alone
For those who can relate, you might find some comfort in knowing you’re not alone. Check out our other blog post for more insights on this wild journey of motherhood here. And if you’re considering the path of assisted home insemination, you can find reputable products, like the Impregnator at home insemination kit. For more resources on pregnancy and home insemination, visit News Medical.
In summary, motherhood is an unpredictable ride that can leave you feeling a bit out of sorts. But you’re not alone in this journey, and there are plenty of resources and communities ready to support you.
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