It was 2:30 a.m., and I had lost track of how many nights we’d been grappling with the stomach flu—was it six or seven? I’d scrubbed the car seat more times than I could count, and the laundry pile had reached epic proportions. I had strategically placed mixing bowls throughout the house, ready to catch any sudden bouts of nausea. My 5-year-old, bless him, had developed quite the knack for sprinting to a bucket, and I couldn’t help but feel a sense of pride. But my little one, my almost 2-year-old sweetheart, didn’t quite grasp the concept of running for a bucket, and despite her being quite chatty, she lacked the words to warn me before she unleashed a wave of vomit—everywhere.
For a few moments, she sobbed and retched as I rubbed her back, desperately trying to save the king-size comforter (the one too large for my washing machine). But eventually, it subsided. I stripped us both down, grabbing one of my husband’s old T-shirts and some comfy sweats for myself. I carried her into the living room, rifling through the clean laundry basket for fresh pajamas. We settled onto the couch in the dimly lit room. She was still whimpering, half-asleep, confused, and horrified. I wrapped her in a blanket and nursed her, feeling grateful that at two years old, she still found comfort in nursing. I knew breast milk would be easier for her to keep down than the chicken and broccoli I had served for dinner.
Just the two of us in that quiet space, the birds were beginning to chirp outside, and the darkness hid the clutter of toys and books strewn about the floor. I was able to simply exist in that moment, holding my little girl as she found solace in my arms. Those long lashes cast shadows against her cheek, her big, expressive eyes gazing up at me. That moment—right there—was a reminder of why I cherish the chaos of nighttime parenting. Sure, it’s messy, and today I’m pretty sure I’ve consumed enough coffee to fuel a small rocket, but I know that this night will linger in my memory long after she’s five and calls me the “worst mom ever,” or nine, rolling her eyes at me when she thinks I’m not watching. I’ll cherish that quiet night, just the two of us, with the serenade of chirping birds and her adoring gaze.
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Summary:
Late-night parenting can be messy and exhausting, but it also brings precious moments of connection and love. In the midst of chaos, we find gratitude in the simple act of holding our little ones close, creating memories that will last a lifetime.