When I discovered I was expecting a baby girl, my heart soared with joy. I couldn’t wait to shop for cute outfits adorned with frills and tulle. Honestly, if there were matching outfits for moms, I would’ve been all in. However, nestled in the corners of my heart was a nagging fear about raising this little girl. I worried that I wouldn’t be equipped for the challenge ahead. For many years, I have been navigating the turbulent waters of recovery from an eating disorder, battling issues like binge eating, compulsive overeating, negative self-image, and body dysmorphia. My journey has been tumultuous, including a weight fluctuation from 300 pounds to nearly 100, and I’ve never truly felt content with my body.
How could I possibly teach my daughter to embrace herself when I am still learning that very lesson? How could I instill in her the understanding that she is filled with potential and worth when I have spent so much time obsessively measuring my self-worth against a number on the scale? For a long time, I felt “too much” or “not enough”—how could I reassure my little girl, even before she arrives, that she is “just right”? While I can’t shield her from life’s challenges entirely, I can create guiding principles for us to live by:
- Avoid “Should-ing” Yourself. Women often place immense pressure on themselves, adhering to strict criteria about who we “should” be and what we “should” accomplish. This path leads to guilt and shame, and it often ends in despair. Instead, let’s focus on affirmations and encouragement.
- Practice Self-Affirmation. Every single day, remind yourself of your strengths and achievements rather than fixating on perceived flaws. Stand before the mirror and voice those affirmations. It may feel awkward at first, but it’s essential. This practice is the cornerstone of cultivating self-love.
- Extend Affirmations to Friends. Just as we should avoid criticizing ourselves, we should refrain from imposing unrealistic standards on others. Cultivate friendships that celebrate imperfections and uplift one another.
- View Food as Fuel. Food should never be viewed as either a friend or an enemy. In my past, food was my only comfort in times of loneliness, but it often left me feeling more distressed afterward. Recognize that food is merely nourishment—nothing more.
- Release Guilt and Shame. Guilt and secrecy can lead to shame, which can spiral into addiction. Forgive yourself for past mistakes and confront your feelings instead of burying them. Remember, those who truly care about you will also forgive you.
- Dismiss Perfectionism. The quest for perfection is an illusion. Flaws make us unique and striving for an unattainable standard only leads to emptiness. Embrace your reality instead.
- Live Authentically. I spent years trying to mold myself into what I thought others wanted. This nearly cost me my happiness. True contentment comes from living authentically, aligned with your own values.
- Your Worth is Not Defined by Size. The scale does not define your value. You are far more than a number, and it’s crucial to remind yourself of that fact regularly.
My pregnancy brought challenges—morning sickness, swelling, and a host of awkward moments—but it also marked the first time I genuinely appreciated my body for its abilities. The grip of my eating disorder has finally loosened. Whether it’s the pregnancy or years of hard work, I’ve found peace. My focus has shifted from wishing to change my appearance to nurturing the strength to guide my daughter away from the paths I once walked.
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Summary
The journey of parenting, particularly for those overcoming personal challenges like eating disorders, involves instilling self-love and acceptance in our children. By embracing affirmations, rejecting perfectionism, and understanding our worth beyond physical appearance, we can guide the next generation toward a healthier mindset.
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