A while back, my partner, Alex, and I reached a mutual decision early in our marriage: one of us would take on the role of staying home with our kids during their formative years. For various reasons, I stepped into the lead parent position, managing everything from playdates and extracurriculars to laundry and grocery runs. Meanwhile, Alex became the primary breadwinner, ensuring our bills were paid and that we didn’t end up in a financial pickle. Our choice might seem traditional—perhaps even a bit cliché—but it worked for us. And believe me, I don’t take the privilege of even having this choice lightly.
While there are ups and downs to our arrangement, it has mostly suited our family. However, it hasn’t come without its challenges. I spent years knee-deep in spit-up, tantrums, and the occasional explosion of laundry. My law degree? Collecting dust while my career ambitions faded into the pile of dishes. On the flip side, Alex worked tirelessly to climb the ladder at his job, often losing sleep worrying about providing for our family during those challenging financial times.
The idea of balance? Well, it felt utterly unattainable.
Fast forward to today, our kids are in school, and I’ve managed to carve out some semblance of a life outside the chaos. I’ve taken on a part-time job working from home and occasionally catch up with friends. I still handle most of the grocery shopping and laundry, but Alex has more control over his schedule now. He organizes Dad’s Day with our boys while I’m out with friends or at work events. He even manages to sneak in some quality time with them during the week, like taking them to school or a baseball game. With my part-time work, the financial load he carried for so long is lightening—just a bit.
Still, despite these signs of improvement, life often feels out of balance. Most days lean heavily one way or another, and we feel the pressure of this unsteady scale. The expectation that life should somehow be perfectly balanced is a burden we all carry, regardless of whether you follow a traditional model like ours, share responsibilities equally, or are shouldering it all alone (kudos to you!). Life is hectic and unbalanced, and it’s hard not to feel like the scales are tipping. As a friend recently remarked, “My life feels like a collection of lists with unfinished tasks.”
It can feel overwhelming, chaotic, and downright unmanageable.
We tell ourselves we need more balance—work-life balance. But honestly? That concept is just a facade. It’s an ideal that drives us a little bonkers.
Don’t get me wrong; achieving a perfect equilibrium would be fantastic. Who wouldn’t want to juggle everything effortlessly and tick each item off our to-do lists? But let’s be real—most of the time, it’s simply not feasible. Balance is a mirage, a symbol of perfection that doesn’t exist. And maybe, just maybe, our relentless chase for “balance” is just another way of saying we should have it all together.
In our quest for that elusive balance, we often forget that life flows in seasons. It unfolds in bursts, with moments of growth and pause. Careers take off while we’re simultaneously nurturing families, attempting to stay sane. Friendships evolve and shift in importance. Some years are all about building, while others require us to let go.
There are periods of nurturing and harvesting, of rest and recharging, each with its own joys and challenges. Occasionally, we find ourselves in a season of balance—however we define it. There are days, months, or even fleeting years when our work and personal lives align beautifully. During these moments, relationships feel stable, and we can juggle everything without breaking a sweat. But those moments are rare—exceptions rather than the rule. Some days, we’re buried under a mountain of responsibilities; other days are blissful, filled with laughter and relaxation.
When it comes down to it, balance is a long game; it can’t be micromanaged. Yet, society tells us we must achieve this impossible standard. We feel pressured to excel as parents, professionals, neighbors, friends, and partners all at once.
But here’s the kicker: this constant chase for balance only adds to our feelings of inadequacy. The weight of trying to micromanage an imperfect life makes us feel like we’re always falling short. Life is unpredictable and whirlwind-like, especially with kids involved. It’s both challenging and beautifully rich. We never quite know when the tides will crash hard or roll in gently. Sometimes, we just have to ride the waves, letting life wash over us, knowing that balance is likely hiding beneath the surface.
And if that doesn’t resonate? Just remember: balance is a myth.
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Summary
In parenting, the pursuit of balance often feels like chasing a ghost. Life is a series of chaotic seasons, with moments of stability interspersed with times of overwhelming responsibility. Attempting to achieve a perfect equilibrium is not only unrealistic; it can lead to feelings of failure. Embrace the ebb and flow of life, knowing that true balance is more of a fleeting ideal than a constant state of being.