I hope you’re doing well, even as you sit there enjoying a bowl of Goldfish and a handful of candy while engrossed in LEGO Star Wars. You appear to be thriving, and that makes my heart happy.
But I need to share something important with you. Life isn’t always filled with sweetness and light, and I want you to understand why that is.
I struggle with a condition — a mental health condition — that impacts my daily life. It’s not something you can always see; I may look fine on the outside, but inside, I am often battling feelings that can be overwhelming.
You might wonder, “What is depression, Mommy? Are you going to be okay?” These are great questions, and I want to answer them as best as I can. Depression is a complex illness that affects both my mind and body. You can’t catch it like a cold or pass it along like the flu. And although it can be treated, there are days when it takes over.
On those tough days, I may feel achy, sad, or just plain exhausted. I know that during these times, I can’t give you the attention you need and deserve. I’m there physically, but my mind is often elsewhere. I’m deeply sorry for the moments when I can’t fully engage with you or when I have to cancel plans.
I know that it can be confusing for you, and I worry that you might think my struggles are somehow your fault. Please, my sweet girl, understand that this could not be further from the truth. You have never caused my feelings or my illness.
I want to keep working on being the best mom I can be, even if that means having some difficult days. I promise to keep trying to explain my condition and to seek help when I need it. Remember that no matter how many times I may feel down, my love for you remains constant, and my depression is never your fault.
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In summary, I want you to know that my mental health struggles are not your fault. I will continue to do my best to be present for you, even when things get tough.