Hey there, you! Yes, you in that comfy T-shirt and stretchy pants, still trying to find time for a shower while managing a messy bun to disguise those unwashed locks. I see you, and I get it. Sometimes, motherhood feels like a tidal wave pulling you under. You’re constantly catering to everyone else’s needs, and your own? They’ve been pushed so far back they might as well be in a different zip code. Finding time for a refreshing shower seems like a distant dream, and the thought of spending more than two minutes on your hair or makeup feels utterly daunting. On some days, simply running a brush through your hair is all you can muster, and that’s okay.
I know you might feel like you’ve lost touch with yourself. You might worry that your partner isn’t attracted to you the way they once were. But honestly, after a long day of giving your all, you might find that you’re more interested in catching some sleep than anything else.
If someone handed you $100, I bet you’d spend it on your kids without a second thought. Sure, you might think about treating yourself, but you’d likely end up putting it back on the shelf before check-out. Money that used to go toward your wardrobe or a salon visit now fills your kids’ lives with fun—like classes, toys, and outings to the zoo or museum. You tell yourself those expenses are worth it. Plus, your body has changed, and you’re not even sure you want to invest in new clothes. Yoga pants are just so comfortable, right?
You often reminisce about the person you were before motherhood. While you wouldn’t trade being a mom for anything, there’s a part of you that longs for your pre-mom self. It might feel like she’s a distant memory, someone you used to know, and accepting that she might be gone forever can be tough. But let me tell you, she’s not gone for good!
Right now, you’re on a journey of nurturing and caring for a little one who relies on you for everything. It’s not an easy process, and it takes time to find that balance where both your needs and theirs are met. For now, it’s likely your needs that are taking a backseat, but that’s what makes you a great mom. So please, stop being so hard on yourself for not having it all together.
It might not happen tomorrow or even in a few months, but there will come a day when your kids won’t need you as much, and you can start focusing on yourself again. You’ll have time to take care of those little grooming tasks, and eventually, you’ll find ways to do something just for you. Slowly but surely, you’ll start to see glimpses of your former self, and before you know it, she’ll be back—perhaps a little changed, but more complete.
The challenging phase of having babies and toddlers is temporary. Expecting to come out of it without losing a bit of yourself is like trying to dance in the rain without getting wet—unrealistic. But just as the clouds clear, your spark will return, shining through and illuminating your life once again.
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Summary
Motherhood can often make you feel like you’ve lost touch with your former self. It’s normal to prioritize your children’s needs over your own, leading to feelings of self-neglect. However, as your kids grow more independent, you will find time to reconnect with yourself. Remember, this phase won’t last forever—your spark will return, and you’ll rediscover the person you used to be, albeit with new depth and experience.