The other day, I bumped into an acquaintance at the school, and while we hurried through the hallway, she caught my attention with a quick, “Hey, your book is coming out soon – are you excited?”
“Absolutely!” was probably the response she expected. I mean, who wouldn’t be thrilled about their book launch? It’s like asking someone how they are and anticipating a simple “good” in return.
But I’m not one to hold back my true feelings. “Excited? Well, that’s not quite the right word,” I admitted, dropping my bag to the ground with a sigh.
“Honestly,” I continued, “I’m freaking out.”
Thoughts raced through my mind: What if the book flops? I poured my heart into it; what if readers don’t connect with it? What if no one is willing to help promote it? What if critics tear it apart? What if the publisher is disappointed in the sales? What if I embarrass myself during promotional events? What if I freeze up at a reading?
Taking a deep breath, I acknowledged, “I know I should be grateful just to have written a book and enjoy the experience. Who cares if it doesn’t perform well? I’ll manage, right? But I can’t seem to shake these nerves.”
Leaning against the wall for support, I added, “I’m excited, sure, but there’s a whirlwind of emotions swirling around. I’m not used to this kind of pressure; it feels overwhelming.”
Before I could share more, my acquaintance interrupted, fumbling for her silent phone. “Oh, I think I heard my phone—this might be urgent. Good luck!” she exclaimed, already darting away and leaving me standing there, feeling like the crazy one. I haven’t seen her since, and I’m pretty certain she changed schools just to avoid another awkward encounter. Can’t say I blame her.
The takeaway? If you ask me about my book, be prepared for an honest answer – and trust me, you might not want it.
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In summary, it’s normal to feel a mix of excitement and anxiety when facing significant life events, such as a book release. Embrace the journey, but don’t forget to acknowledge and share your feelings along the way.
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