“Your children are absolutely lovely,” praised a family acquaintance during a brunch gathering.
“Thank you!” I replied with a modest smile. “We adore them.”
“Which one is the sick one?” came the follow-up. In an instant, the joy of the moment was replaced by a knot of anxiety in my stomach, though I managed to maintain a cheerful facade. Discussing my daughters’ health with well-meaning individuals can sometimes lead to clumsy questions or comments that sting more than intended.
“Well, both girls have Long QT Syndrome and bradycardia,” I shared.
“Both? Oh my, that sounds dreadful!” she exclaimed.
Actually, I thought, my daughters are amazing, and I wouldn’t trade them for anything. Sure, it’s frightening, and I occasionally feel overwhelmed, but I have no regrets about having them in my life.
“What exactly is Long QT Syndrome?” she continued, surrounded by family and friends, all eyes on me. How could I briefly explain such a complex health issue without causing panic among those around us, especially my little ones?
I recited my usual explanation: “Long QT syndrome is classified under Sudden Arrhythmia Death Syndromes (SADS). The QT interval is a measurement on an ECG.” At that moment, my husband rolled up his sleeve to reveal a tattoo inspired by one of our daughter’s first ECGs. “In individuals with Long QT, this interval can be prolonged, affecting the heart’s rhythm. If adrenaline surges, it can trigger a chaotic heartbeat, potentially leading to sudden death.”
I noticed the room’s collective focus shift towards us, and I could only imagine the unsettling thoughts racing through their minds.
“But there must be some form of treatment, right? How can you live with such uncertainty?” she asked, her voice tinged with concern.
If a cure existed, wouldn’t we have pursued it with everything we had?
“Most individuals with Long QT can take beta blockers for protection against adrenaline, but my daughters—due to their bradycardia…” I explained, and I could see curiosity spark in her eyes. “They have slow heart rates.” Nods of understanding followed, as if bradycardia was a term they were all too familiar with. “Because the medication would further slow their already low heart rates, they can’t take it. So, we carry AEDs (Automatic External Defibrillators) for emergencies.”
“That sounds incredibly tough. Are they completely unprotected? You must be terrified!”
Yes, I am. Thank you for that reminder.
“We’re fortunate to see one of the top pediatric electrophysiologists in the country. They’re receiving excellent care,” I reminded myself, trying to shift the conversation away from this uncomfortable pity party.
“You know, I heard about a girl with Long QT on the news. She was swimming in a championship and collapsed right after she won,” she remarked brightly. “I thought of you when I heard that.”
What is the appropriate response to such a comment? I took a deep breath. What she meant was, “I recognize your family faces challenges, and I want to acknowledge that struggle.” But it still felt like an epic misfire.
“Um… thanks,” I replied, trying to keep my composure.
“I have a friend whose daughter had a heart condition. She spent six months in the NICU and sadly never made it home. I can connect you with them?”
Great! Just what I need—becoming entangled with a grieving mother to further fuel my fears about my own children’s futures. But I took a moment to reframe her offer. She meant well.
“Thank you, but we’re focused on our daughters living long, healthy lives. If something were to happen, we could consider connecting later,” I responded gently.
“Oh, of course! I’m sure they’ll be just fine. They’ll probably grow out of it,” she reassured me.
Sigh. I wish that were true. While there is a possibility that my girls will be okay, they won’t simply outgrow this condition. I understand it can be awkward to discuss life-threatening health issues with a mother, but I wish she had asked something like, “How are you all doing?” or “How are your girls?” Such sentiments convey genuine care and concern for our family’s well-being—and those are the best intentions realized.
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In conclusion, while navigating conversations about health can be challenging, it’s essential to focus on the positive aspects of our lives and the love we share as families.
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