The receptionist sighed as I walked in. I was three hours early for my appointment. Hadn’t I been informed of the time change? Looking out the window, I noticed an alarming number of flashing lights. An officer entered the office and informed us that we couldn’t leave due to an “ongoing situation.” The receptionist simply shrugged, assuring me that this would clear the schedule, and I was certain the optometrist would see us soon. I couldn’t help but marvel at the sheer coincidence of it all.
Now, we’re stuck waiting. “What’s a ne-go-tee-ah-tor?” my 9-year-old son asked, pointing to the back of a black vest visible through the window. The “I” was obscured by the negotiator’s long ponytail. I scanned the room and noticed an exit on the far side, away from the officers. I peered outside; police vehicles surrounded the area. Clearly, we were going nowhere until the situation was resolved.
In the waiting room, my son was the only child present. The TV droned on about an incident happening far away, while two elderly women speculated on the news regarding another church fire in South Carolina. They hadn’t yet glanced outside. I settled away from the TV, observing a police officer retrieve a high-powered rifle from his vehicle. Another officer was loading a handgun just inches from the glass. SWAT team members were emerging from a van, fully equipped with helmets and protective gear.
My son had brought along a collection of The Far Side comics, and although he was engrossed, I suspected he was stealing glances outside when I wasn’t looking. He chuckled at a comic featuring sheep with steel wool. I faked a laugh and suggested we move to a different part of the room, away from the view of the windows.
Two men stepped outside onto the porch to take photos, but were quickly ordered back in by the police. They returned, laughing as though they were at a party. I smiled back, then stood up with my son to explore the optical display area, devoid of any customers. I tried on various frames, seeking my son’s opinion on the ones adorned with a little bling. He exclaimed, “Those are the best!” when I donned a pair that happened to be my own.
I noticed an officer without body armor walking past the window. She looked familiar—like the cop who had helped us establish our neighborhood watch when I was pregnant. I took this as a sign that perhaps things had settled down. However, my sense of security was short-lived as two fully armored officers rushed past, weapons drawn.
Moving to another display, I handed my son a pair of Hello Kitty glasses for fun. He giggled at the oversized frames, while I pondered the smallness of my own frame as I spun him around in a chair. “What’s happening out there?” he asked. I explained that it was likely someone threatening to harm themselves and that the police were trying to help. I briefly touched on mental illness and gun issues in America.
Why did I assume it was a man? Perhaps it was an educated guess based on the news I frequently read. I tried to reassure him that everything was under control, unsure if I was lying.
I turned the conversation back to The Far Side, and he immersed himself in the book again. My eyes darted around the room, assessing potential escape routes. There was a staircase to my right and another hidden staircase to the left. A stainless-steel sink offered little concealment, and a desk had a closed front but ample space beneath.
I texted my husband about the SWAT presence and tried calling, but he didn’t pick up. On the third attempt, he answered. “We’re okay,” I reassured him, uncertain if that was entirely truthful.
My optometrist, whom I have known for 16 years, greeted me warmly, as he always does. We exchanged pleasantries about our children’s ages and the passage of time. As he conducted the eye examination, I couldn’t help but survey the room for anything that could be used for cover. My son had participated in drills at school for intruder alerts; I was now regretting not having the same training.
The doctor examined my eyes, discussing my blurred vision and recommending drops. “Better or worse?” he asked, and I struggled to respond.
As we returned to the reception area, I received my prescription, planning to get contacts at Costco soon. The receptionist’s hands trembled, and I engaged her in conversation about ordinary topics in an effort to ease her nerves.
Suddenly, the front door swung open, startling us. An officer entered and sheepishly asked to use the restroom. I joked, “Sure, we have no need. We all just peed our pants,” and we shared a nervous laugh as he quickly moved past us.
Sarcastic thoughts filled my mind: Would I want a “carrying” patient in an eye doctor’s office? I reflected on how the police might need to use tear gas, keeping us all busy for hours. I shook my head, reminding myself to focus; my son remained unusually quiet.
I decided to approach the officer stationed near the porch railing. “Excuse me, can I leave quickly with my son?” I asked, holding his small hand in mine. “He’s the only child here.” The officer gestured for me to wait, and soon an armored officer instructed me to move swiftly between the SWAT vehicles and police cars.
“Go, go, go…” The urgency of the situation hit me. My son and I dashed toward our vehicle, the officer following closely behind. As I spotted my husband up the road, smiling and waving, I felt a brief sense of relief.
“Go! Get in your car! Drive!” The officer urged. Just then, I heard a gunshot from a second-story window aimed at the police. Oddly enough, I didn’t register the sound.
I drove a few blocks, and my husband hopped into the car for a moment. “We’re okay,” I told him, not wanting to delve into the details. I dropped him off at his car a short distance away so he could return to work. As I drove home, I passed historical sites from the French and Indian War, reminders of conflict and turmoil.
Checking the rearview mirror, I glanced at my son, whose silence was unsettling. “Are you buckled in?” I asked, feeling a chill despite the warm weather. We parked behind our Victorian home, where the flowers had grown unusually tall, and a hummingbird flitted about.
“Well, that was another summer adventure,” he remarked, matter-of-factly.
“I think I should be in school during the day. They keep us safe,” he added, and I couldn’t help but agree. I thought about the guns, our children, and the timing of it all. While we enjoyed our baby carrots at home, the police were engaged in negotiations, evacuating the office staff, and preparing to use tear gas. The man involved would ultimately take his own life.
I concealed my tears behind dark sunglasses, claiming my eyes were sore from the bright lights. I turned off the car engine and pulled a few weeds from the garden before heading inside. I questioned why I called this place home.
As I unlocked the door, my son’s voice broke through the silence: “Is there a hostage?”
There might be.
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