Dear Formula-Feeding Moms,
I want to extend my heartfelt apologies.
After the birth of my first child, I was often dismissive of your choice to use formula. When I saw you reach for that can of formula, I couldn’t help but roll my eyes. I mistakenly categorized you into two groups: those who simply hadn’t received adequate breastfeeding education—who I felt sorry for—and those who, swayed by societal pressures and personal preference, chose formula over breastfeeding. I held a judgment against you, believing you placed your needs above your baby’s.
Did you need sleep? I thought you were being weak. Had to return to work? I believed you could just pump. Planning a trip before your baby turned one? I labeled you as uncaring.
I owned these thoughts, believing that breastfeeding was not just preferable, but the only acceptable choice for mothers. I knew some women faced genuine challenges, but I assumed these instances were rare. It wasn’t until I met a mother who had to use formula for medical reasons that my perspective began to shift. I would defend her fiercely against any judgment, yet I still didn’t fully acknowledge the diversity of experiences among mothers.
The reason for my earlier judgments isn’t pretty, and I acknowledge it’s not justifiable: I projected my insecurities about my own parenting onto you. Nursing was a difficult journey for me. In my community, I felt isolated—often the only one breastfeeding. I questioned my ability to provide enough nourishment for my child and worried about my own health issues affecting him. My need for validation in my parenting choices led me to sneer at your decisions, as if doing so would bolster my own choices.
Breastfeeding represented my desire to connect with a certain parenting philosophy. I sought affirmation from my peers and found it by criticizing those who chose differently. Yet, as I grew more confident in my parenting journey, I came to understand that there are many valid paths to motherhood. I’ve learned that medical issues, personal choices, and other circumstances can necessitate the use of formula.
Do I believe every mother should at least attempt to breastfeed? Yes. However, I no longer think it should be mandated or viewed as the only option. I’ve seen too many friends turn to formula after struggling, and I recognize that many mothers never had a chance to breastfeed at all.
So, to all the formula-feeding moms, I sincerely apologize for my past behavior. I regret the eye rolls, the whispers, and the unkind thoughts. I can’t take back those moments, but I can share my journey toward understanding. I hope that my story encourages others to reflect on their own judgments and to consider the complexities behind each mother’s choices. Please forgive my insecurity, which manifested as harshness toward you.
In closing, I encourage you to consider the next time you see someone judging a formula feeder. Glare at them if you must, but try to empathize too. They are likely grappling with their own fears about parenting and may not realize how their actions affect others.
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Summary
This article reflects on the author’s past judgments of formula-feeding mothers, acknowledging how personal insecurities led to unfair criticisms. It promotes understanding and empathy, encouraging readers to recognize the diverse reasons behind different parenting choices while advocating for a supportive community for all mothers.