My eldest son is now sixteen and has a girlfriend. How did we get here? It feels like just yesterday that I brought him home wrapped in a swaddle, and now he’s deep into his first teenage romance. I was just reminiscing about the days when his biggest concern was learning to play t-ball.
As a teen, I had my first serious boyfriend at sixteen. My mom took me to the doctor to get a prescription for birth control. Reflecting on that experience, I now understand how challenging it must have been for her. Most parents wish to keep their children in a bubble of innocence; it’s tough to watch them grow up and step away from us. We often give lectures and set rules aimed at keeping them safe, while secretly hoping we can maintain control over their decisions.
While I wish I could keep my son tethered to my apron strings, I know that’s unrealistic. He is maturing and making his own choices. My hope is that his father and I have instilled the values necessary for him to make responsible decisions.
Recently, during a dinner with friends, I was advised that since my son has a girlfriend, it’s time for me to buy him condoms and have an important conversation with him—not the typical sex talk, but rather a discussion about birth control and protection. Initially, I was taken aback. Despite recalling my own mother’s efforts, I wasn’t prepared to face this stage with my son.
However, the more I thought about it, the more I realized my friends were right. I could choose to deny that my son might be thinking about sex or hope his relationship was purely innocent, but that wouldn’t change reality. The fear of him potentially facing serious consequences terrified me—two young lives possibly altered forever.
So, I sat down with him for the birth control discussion—a brief but essential talk, while he looked at me with wide eyes, like a deer caught in headlights. I understood then that if he ever decided to become sexually active, he might lack the means or the confidence to obtain condoms himself. And if something were to happen… well, that could lead to significant consequences.
On my next trip to Target, I found myself fixating on the idea of purchasing condoms, but I couldn’t bring myself to approach that aisle. For weeks, the array of products seemed to taunt me. Eventually, I finally steeled my resolve. “This is it,” I thought.
As I approached the aisle, I glanced around to ensure it was empty before rolling my cart forward, heart racing. I was overwhelmed by the branding: “Pleasure Pack,” “Easy Glide,” “Ribbed for Her Pleasure.” I felt my pulse quicken. I didn’t want to think about my son and “fun” in the same context. After a moment of hyperventilation, I spotted the plain, no-frills condoms at the bottom of the display. How many to buy? I settled on a pack of 36—not because I wanted him to be sexually active, but to avoid another trip to that aisle for a long time.
I tossed the box in with the household essentials I was purchasing and headed to the checkout. My heart raced as I prepared to face a young cashier, probably not long out of high school himself. I felt a blush creeping up, but I pushed through, knowing this was a necessary step in my parenting journey.
Once home, I placed the box of condoms in a high cabinet in his bathroom and sent him a message:
“Son,
On a high shelf in your bathroom cabinet, there is a bag. Inside, you will find a box of condoms.
I know this might be uncomfortable for both of us, but at your age, it’s important to be prepared. While I hope you wait before becoming sexually active, I understand the reality of adolescence. This is not permission from your dad or me; sex carries responsibilities and risks. I encourage you to make informed choices and be respectful.
Here’s a helpful video on how to use a condom: [insert link].
Love,
Mom”
We haven’t discussed it since. Although he didn’t respond to my note, I didn’t expect him to. Occasionally, I catch a glimpse of that Target bag tucked away in his cabinet, reassuring me that I made the right choice.
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Summary
Navigating the complexities of parenting as children grow involves difficult conversations, especially regarding sexual health and safety. As uncomfortable as it may be to discuss topics like birth control, it’s essential for responsible parenting. Providing the right resources and support can help guide teenagers in making informed decisions.