A close friend of mine recently landed her ideal job. It’s part-time and allows her to work from home—truly, the dream scenario for anyone who’s ever wanted to juggle career and family. Naturally, she was ecstatic. However, there was one significant hitch: she had always committed to homeschooling her child and was even a member of a homeschool association. This new job meant enrolling her 4-year-old in preschool. Despite achieving her career goal, she felt an overwhelming sense of guilt.
“He enjoys school,” she told me.
“Then why the guilt?” I asked. She was clearly doing what was best for her son. A happy mom generally leads to a happy child, and her little guy was thriving in preschool. Plus, she planned to transition him back to homeschooling next year.
“Mommy guilt,” she replied.
Ah, the insidious shadow of mommy guilt—our unyielding companion and persistent critic. It tells us that every choice we make is wrong, that we are somehow raising children destined for tantrums and discontent. It leads us to second-guess our decisions, compare ourselves to impeccably curated Pinterest boards, and feel inadequate. This is the reality of motherhood in the modern age: the feeling of guilt permeates everything, such as:
When we serve them peanut butter and jelly sandwiches.
Once considered a perfectly acceptable meal, our childhood staples now seem inadequate. What if they’re not getting all their vitamins? What if the bread isn’t whole grain? What if we didn’t cut it into a fun shape? Clearly, we’ve failed if we serve a meal that was once deemed suitable.
When we overlook minor imperfections in their clothes.
You proudly dressed your son in his best rock band T-shirt, only to notice a fray hours later while shopping. Panic sets in. You might even buy another shirt to avoid judgment, forgetting that the frayed shirt adds character—it’s a Led Zeppelin tee, after all.
When we choose to enroll them in sports or not.
If you opt for teams, family dinners become a race against the clock, often resulting in fast food. If you don’t, you worry your child is missing out on vital life lessons, growing up to be a socially inept adult. Guilt either way!
When we struggle with bedtime routines.
Everyone seems to have an opinion on how many hours of sleep kids need. You find yourself wrestling with whether to put them to bed at 7 PM or let them stay up late due to homework and activities. The pressure is relentless.
When we work outside the home.
You’re grinding away to support your family, yet you still feel guilty for not being there after school with cookies and milk. The reality is you have bills to pay, but the guilt lingers, whispering you should be home instead.
When we crave a break from the chaos.
Moms often find themselves knee-deep in diapers and demands. Amid the chaos, you might need a moment to breathe, yet the guilt creeps in, convincing you that taking time for yourself means abandoning your children.
When we shop for holiday gifts.
Buy too many toys, and your child may become spoiled and ungrateful. Stick to a minimalist approach, and you risk being labeled Scrooge. The guilt is ever-present.
When we allow screen time.
Turning on the TV is often seen as a cop-out, a way to tune out your kids. But what if you need it to survive a chaotic day? The guilt still nags.
Every mother grapples with some form of guilt. Many days, we want to retreat into a corner, overwhelmed by the pressure of parenting. Who decided we could handle the immense responsibility of raising these little humans who rely on us for everything?
We need to take a breath and trust that we’re doing our best. However, even a moment of self-care can bring on guilt.
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In summary, the journey of motherhood is filled with ups and downs, and guilt often feels like a constant companion. Remember, you’re not alone in this.
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